Paper Flowers & Starrlyt Dreams
Thursday, October 9, 2014
I have nothing and no one.. And I'm supposed to go on and pretend that it doesn't matter, or that my life is still fulfilling. Death is slow. It is a slow draining of spirit. I wish I could see things in a better perspective. I am waiting for my provisions. I am tired of trying. Everyday is crushing. I have nothing else to think about or talk about. I must be the worst of the worst of people. All my life I must have been terrible. I was a bad daughter and a bad student. That was what mattered then and the consequences are what matter now. Who am I supposed to help or how am I supposed to leave a legacy when I can't even get over the hump of my childhood mistakes. Kill me please.
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